I’m once again fading though I pray I won’t. This time I won’t struggle against it, I won’t fight back. For the last time I did I nearly lost everything. And I want to get closer to God, I really do but often forget.

Today I received my first salary, I was so excited. More than 25% has been spent already, I gave my parents 3eedeyye
I have a long list of the things I wanna buy, new contact lenses, glasses, sunglasses, grey eye shadow for smoky eyes, perfume, lots of clothes, sandals and bags and at least a couple of English and Arabic books to read. I will also start taking drving lessons…

hmmm can’t somebody go shopping for me please?