I thought i should write this down so as to document it, make it official!

i find people too complicated, frustrating and hard to understand. its hard to explain their reactions.

most of people are…well…double-minded. they say things that they don’t mean, and when you remind them of what they said they will get angry and start yelling telling you that they didn’t mean it literally! for God’s sake, there are things that can not be anything but what they are, can not mean anything else other than what they really are, so please unless you mean it don’t say it, you’re confusing me.

i guess its human beings’ nature, but truely people are giving me a hard time trying to understand them, what they want and what they mean. and then they wonder why i’m so naive, i’m not naive, i just believe you, USED TO actually. recently, i’ve lost trust in people. i no longer believe what i think is right or true. why do people have to be complicated? why make scenes and then pretend they weren’t real? why the drama? why lying to yourself? if you don’t know yourself how do you expect me to know you? if you don’t mean more than half the things you say or do why should i believe you anymore?

on a second thought…maybe my mind is tooooo thick.